Minute after minute tics go by
Feeling uncontrolled spasms
Only one question why?
Swear words exit my mouth
I catch a breath and try to restrain
Will it ever go away
Or will i forever be in pain
Spitting just wont stop
Cant sleep at night
Tired in the morning
But get up with all my might
Gettin depressed
Don't want to keep going
Just want to give up
My patience is slowing
People keep staring
Feeling uncontrolled spasms
Only one question why?
Swear words exit my mouth
I catch a breath and try to restrain
Will it ever go away
Or will i forever be in pain
Spitting just wont stop
Cant sleep at night
Tired in the morning
But get up with all my might
Gettin depressed
Don't want to keep going
Just want to give up
My patience is slowing
People keep staring
Please don't look
Just want to leave
It feels my life was took
So I see medication as a way to escape
But side effects start to get bad
Feeling Weird
Starting to get mad
I feel despair
Feel like hiding
Don't want to go on
My stress is multiplying
But I tell myself to keep going
Try not to mope
I have a future
Life will get better I hope
